Wednesday.

Punya boring dis. Wanna study, but the mood's not there. Swt.

Hmmm.. 2day, sejarah was.. well let's just say that I blanked a whole page of the test paper.
And let's just say that today's the worst day ever.
I was accused of being a "long-necked" as in, meniru in a test. Sejarah lagi that.
If I did meniru, why should I blank a whole page of the test paper, and main tembak only when i answered the questions? Haih.. I only answered one part of the essay, and guess what, I was writing nonsense in that damn kertas kajang.
This incident reminds me of the english test that we had earlier.
We, i mean, I, didn't really have much time to blab more on the second question of the paper. I was writing and writing and writing and writing and when i looked back, I saw our add maths teacher, Mr.Lim, and yes it's add maths period now... "WHAT?? ADDMATHS? i havent even finished my first question! omgOMGomg!" that my friend, was what i had in my thoughts 2 to 3 seconds after i saw my teacher.

I was panicked the whole time and yes, the 3rd-4th paragraph of my first question was, well, i dont know how to say this. But as long as I know that i wont get ANY marks for what i've written there, that's enough. Stress much?
I didnt even get enough time to count how many words i wrote for the 2nd question. argh!
Worst english test paper ever!
Both my language test papers sucks to the max.
How am I suppose to score the other subjects when all this time I am relying on two of those papers? If I didnt get 55 marks and above for malay, I AM SOOOO DEADMEAT!

Tomorrow's account. DOUBLE DEADMEAT. I have to score more marks on paper 1 in order to get at least a "D" for it. Maaaaaan. I dont blame anybody but myself. I got myself into this panicking-on-the-first-till-last-day-of-exam situation. Tulahhh tida study. Padan muka kaw larh Lucky. Well, as long as this doesnt happen next year, then I'll stop blaming myself.. I think..

School holiday, is gonna be my studying time. All subjects, from the 1st chapter till the last one. If not, I dont think I'll get through next year. The year of SPM or in other words, the year of DOOM.
TRIPLE DEADMEAT. x(